What am I doing to ensure that my husband and my blacks boys make it to old age without the scars of racism? Am I vocal enough? Am I active enough? The struggle....the worries....my prayers....are REAL! I pray that I never lose them. Never lose them. Never lose them. I don't know what I would do to the entire world if something ever befalls my man and my boys. Only God himself would be able to stop me.
Anthony and I are both licensed gun carriers, but Castillo proved that being licensed and in compliance means nothing. Marissa Alexander was jailed for firing warning shots!!!!!! WARNING SHOTS!!! There will be no warning shots with me. The system itself is so flawed that I don't think "it" can justify me protecting my own life and the life of my family because of the color of my skin. I won't be seen as a mother protecting her children in self-defense. "They" will attempt to paint me as a "crazy, black lady" with a weapon.
I will protect mine with all the power on Earth and confirmed in Heaven. I love all, I respect all and I will help all. I am willing to sacrifice the things I have for the equity of all. But don't come for me. Just Don't.
These are some of my thoughts, questions, comments and "could-care-less"...